As the disciples hid in the room following Jesus’ death, I wonder what the strongest emotion was – fear of the Jews, sorrow and grief over the loss of Jesus, confusion about what to do next, uncertainty about hearing Jesus is alive, shame for abandoning Him? Each of the disciples was probably feeling a mix of at least a few of these emotions.
Then suddenly, Jesus is standing right there. Speaking right into all of the emotions that the disciples must have been going through, He offers them His peace and shows them his nail-scarred hands and feet. He first restores their friendship and then removes any doubt with a physical sign. Jesus is saying, “It’s OK” and “See, it’s me!”
Jesus then breathes on the disciples the power and presence of the Holy Spirit. He shares with them His power. The disciples are then charged to go out and offer forgiveness of sins to those who seek forgiveness. The disciples can go forth and unbind others from the sins that hold them down. Just as Jesus entered that room and offered the disciples peace and relief from all that was keeping them bound up, the disciples can now too offer that to others. Like the disciples being able to walk from that room of hiding out into the open, with forgiveness others can walk from darkness into the light.
The Holy Spirit, through Jesus’ power, offers us that same gift. We can breath in the Holy Spirit, receive forgiveness, and breathe out God’s love. As His disciples today, we can help others to become unbound from what keeps them hiding in that small, dark room. We may not be able to forgive their sins, but we can certainly share the One with them who can forgive their sins and restore them. May we allow the Holy Spirit to be ever-present with us so that we can breath in and breathe out.