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Seekers and Searchers

Reading: Matthew 2:1-12

Matthew 2:11 – “They entered the house and saw the child with Mary his mother. Falling on their knees, they honored him.”

Today is Epiphany, the day we celebrate the visit of the magi or wise men. Epiphany falls twelve days after Christmas every year. Yes, it is the reason for the song about a partridge in a pear tree. The magi were scholars who came from the east. They saw a new star in the sky and after studying various texts, decided that the star’s arrival was connected to ancient Hebrew stories about a coming Messiah. This led them to go on a journey, seeking and searching for this newborn king. The star guided their way.

I often wonder what first led these wise men to leave home and, second, to continue the journey for two years. While likely religious, the magi certainly were not Jewish. While likely naturally curious, as most scholars are, something must have kept them going. Jesus obviously had not yet performed any miracles or offered any amazing teachings. Yet something about the prophecies and the new star and the star guiding their way drew the magi day after day closer and closer to Jesus. Finally arriving, “They entered the house and saw the child with Mary his mother. Falling on their knees, they honored him.” Once there, the magi knew who they had found.

The story of the magi and the celebration of Epiphany is significant for Christians because it is the first instance of Jesus reaching out to the Gentiles, those outside of Judaism. Something about the story and/or something about the light and/or something about Jesus the Messiah drew them to Christ. The same is true for people today. Mingled together in people’s hearts as curiosity, a deep longing, a sense of the divine, whispers of good news, these things continue to draw people towards Jesus. As ones charged with making disciples of all nations, may we notice the seekers and the searchers and may we invest in their journeys to Jesus Christ, Savior of the world.

Prayer: Lord God, like the magi, many today seek and search for Jesus Christ. Some do not know what they are searching for, but they know that something is incomplete in their hearts. Some sense what is missing, but they don’t know how to find or get to Jesus. Use us as a light and as the presence of Christ in the world, helping the seeking and the searching to find connection and relationship with you. Amen.


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Believe

Reading: John 20 and 21

John 20:31 – “These things are written so that you will believe that Jesus is the Christ, God’s Son, and that believing, you will have life in his name.”

Early on the day after the Sabbath Mary Magdalene goes to Jesus’ tomb and finds it empty. Telling Peter and John, they go and find it empty – except for the linen cloths. They did not yet understand what had happened. Mary remained, though, crying alone outside the tomb. Looking in she sees two angels who ask why she is crying. Jesus’ body is missing. A man who she thinks is the gardener asks why she is crying and asks who she’s looking for, answering his first question. Same response. Calling her by name, Jesus says, “Mary.” Recognizing Jesus, she is then commissioned to go and tell the disciples, “I’ve seen the Lord.”

Later that day Jesus appears to the disciples. He breathes the Holy Spirit on them in preparation for sending them out into the world. An absent Thomas struggles to believe. He wants tangible proof of a risen Jesus. We’ve all been there, hearing a story so unbelievable that we need to see it with our own eyes. Eight days later Jesus offers Thomas that proof and says to him, “No more unbelief. Believe!” Jesus appears again, this time lakeside. A miraculous catch is followed by a simple meal together.

After the meal, Jesus restores Peter. Jesus asks him three times, “Do you love me?” After the third ask, Peter is sad. Each time Peter declares his love for Jesus and each time he is tasked with caring for and feeding Jesus’ sheep – the emerging church.

Both chapters end with similar declarations. In chapter 20 we read, “These things are written so that you will believe that Jesus is the Christ, God’s Son, and that believing, you will have life in his name.” Chapter 21 ends with John’s words that his testimony – his Gospel – is true. May we each choose to believe in Jesus, finding life in his name.

Prayer: Lord God, just as you overcame the grace and death, so too did you help the disciples to overcome their fear and disbelief. As we read and study your word, O God, deepen our belief and faith in your son, Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. May we be counted among those “who don’t see and yet believe.” Amen.


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The Spirit Gives Life

Reading: John 6:22-7:10

John 6:51 – “Whoever eats this bread will live forever, and the bread that I will give for the life of this world is my flesh.”

After feeding the 5,000, the crowd realizes that Jesus is “missing.” They follow the disciples by boat to Capernaum and find Jesus already there. They ask how he got there. Ignoring their question he implies they are looking for more bread. Jesus encourages them to work for “food that endures for eternal life” – the food that he will give. The crowd wants to know what to do to receive this bread. Just believe in the one sent by God. The crowd, though, wants a sign, something like the manna. Their hearts and minds are stuck in the concrete and tangible. Jesus tries to get them to understand the spiritual.

Jesus first reminds them that it was not Moses who gave the manna. He says that in the same way God has once again sent bread from heaven. The crowd desires this bread. To them Jesus says, “I am the bread of life.” Eat and never be hungry. Believe and have eternal life. Their ancestors are manna and died. Eat from Jesus and never die. He declares, “Whoever eats this bread will live forever, and the bread that I will give for the life of this world is my flesh.”

The crowd is lost. How can one literally eat his flesh and drink his blood? Jesus says this is necessary to remain in him and for him to remain in them. They are stuck in the literal. They grumble. This is a hard teaching. Jesus reminds them that the Spirit gives true life. He’s inviting them to think spiritually. The flesh cannot do this. God must enable people to believe in and to receive Jesus. Many cannot hear what Jesus is saying. Many turn away and no longer follow him.

Jesus asks the 12 if they want to leave too. Peter asks, “Where would we go?” Peter declares that Jesus holds the words of eternal life and is the one sent by God. The 12 believe. Jesus’ brothers struggle. They want him to go to Judea, to “show yourself to the world.” Jesus tells this his time has not come yet. Or has it come?…

Prayer: Lord God, sometimes we too get stuck, get hung up on something, fail to understand. Here we too can struggle with belief. In these moments, Lord, may the Holy Spirit lead and guide us, opening our hearts and minds to your will, your way, your plan, your purposes. You are truly the word of life. Thank you. Amen.